Flamers should rot in hell!

I got a new review today on one of my stories I have up on AFF.Net and it was a nasty flame towards my story, but mostly myself as a writer. I refuse to let it get to me and deleated the review where it came from. But to make a long story short, I sware to God almighty that this person (aka the flamer) has no fucking sense of humor at all! The story that heor she flamed was Loony Part 2 (which I have a copy here in the group, in my files) which is a PWP (Plot, What Plot?) story that is weird andfunny and I wrote it on a whim to see where it takes me type of story. Basicly a story that writes itself. Well the flamer insulted the very heart of my story! The very purpose of it! The Loony storys are not saposse to make any damn sence what so ever and are saposse to be stupid and silly for the sake of being stupid and funny. But did this person see it that way? Yes, sort of but refuses to accept the true purpose of the story to begin with...TO BE FUNNY! As in the Attack of the Killer Tomatos funny. If this person didn't like it they should of did one of two things. One ether said nothing or two, gave constructive critisisum. And the flamer didn't bother to do eather! When I read a story that Ididn't like and I do have the erge to comment about said story at least I'm polite about it, hense I don't flame. Anywho, please forgive me for the rant I needed to share it with my fellow writers. And if I do happen to comment on one of your stories that I don't like at least I will be kind and polite about the critisism.

Life and Its Weirdness

I've been busy for a while. Doing this and that. I seem to notice a lot of shows about the end of the world, and other religious ooga-booga. Well you want to know what I think. I think the end of the world means that life will change in a major way on how we live it day by day. The human race will still be here and our planet will still be here. Not the wiping out of all humans as we are fed to believe by the religious community. I'm guessing that anyone who reads this who is vary religious is thinking (Yes the world is coming to an end and I can prove it! The bible, Torah, Koran, what ever your preferred religious text, says so!) Don't get me wrong, I am religious and I do believe in God. But if God is God wouldn't he/she/it, more than one type of future for mankind just to prevent us from reading his/hers/its mind? Anywho I could go on an on about this subject till I'm blue in the face. If believe me or not isn't the thing, making you think is the goal here. But next time that you read your religious text try reading it between the lines, upside-down, inside out and backwards to understand what's inside of it better and when you're doing this ask your self one question... why? Yes you heard me, why? Why this? Why that? And God might reveal something that will open your mind and soul a little bit more and make you wiser in the process.

Board

Well, my house is clean, despite my sore back. But at least it's clean. I'm kinda board right now and I'm only writing this because I felt a need to write. Blah, blah, blah, yap, yap, yap. I'm so thrilled. Here is an odd fact, did you know that you can use a digital camera as a flash card! Weird.

A Long Hard Cry For Help

Okay people, prepare for a rant. With the current violence of the last week in the US, I have to go and say what I think and how I feel and if you don't like what I have to say, oh well it's my rant not your's and if you want to complain about it then right your own rant. With that out of the way I can get down to business. First, I have complete and total empathy for the families, friends, students, staff and the surrounding community for what happened at Virginia Tech this past Monday. My heart goes out to them. Second, I hate to say this but in a small odd way my heart goes out to the killer too. I know what some of you are thinking, "Why in the hell is this person having sympathy for a mass murderer; she must be fucking nuts!" Well guess what I'm not nuts, crazy, insane, but the killer was! He was showing a cry for help that only a very small few even notice, let alone try to do something about it! At lest the people who did see that he had some psychological problems at least tried to help him before he did this unspeakable and unforgivable act of violence. So what did the majority of the people who saw this person or was told about this person months before the killings do. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO HELP HIM AT ALL!!!!!! And that pisses me off to no fucking end! When I keep hearing on the news that colleges don't want to their students to give up their right to privacy and what not, I think to myself and ask, what is more important to me my freedom or my sanity? My answer is MY SANITY! If I have to give up some of my rights to make sure that someday emotional troubled person gets the help they need before (and if) they become a murdering psychopath, then so be it. Hell I rather feel save than sorry, wouldn't you? Anyway, if you're thinking "If they need psychological help, why don't they come out and say they need it?" Well I'll tell you why, they're either to scared too, they don't think they have a problem, they don't know how to express that they want or need help, or (as the majority of these cases seem to look like) they do ask for help, but nobody believes them or are purposely blinding themselves of the over obvious signs that there is a problem. So I ask who ever reads this, if you know of anyone between the ages of 12 to 30 who has is acting like something is wrong (such as a need to hurt others, wishing others dead, self mutilation, the hurting and killing of small animals and pets, stalking other people, the lack of friends and very little close or no acquaintances, extremely dark and overly graphic violence in ones artwork or writings, etc.) please do something about it. I should say not all of these is a great cause for concern, but if some form of physical violence (either real or continues in writing or art) thin I would have them seek psychological help ASAP. So please open your eyes to people who need psychological help, because the one life you save might one day prevent the countless and senseless deaths pf others.

Old Pics and Spighetti Westerns

Today was a productive day. My web site is coming along very slowly, well at least it's coming along. I was tinkering with my photo paint program and I made some cool pics of Sesshomaru. One of them looks like he's on a showdown in one of those kung-fu spaghetti westerns from the 60's.

Welcome

Well welcome to my blog. I hope that you survive the experience! I'm not much of a blogger, a matter of fact, this is my first true blog. For some damn reason Myspace doesn't count. I think of this blogging thing as a self journey and I'm tying everyone up, kicking and screaming of course, along for the ride. Expect tons of weirdness and other odd happenings, as well as a pretty picture or two. So come one, come all, look at a world full of hippocrates and liers, of morons and idiots, all this and more through the eyes of a person that looks at the word in the strangest of ways that can only be discribed as well ...me.